Through the duration of Jo's brief we were set two particular tasks which really allowed the class to hit the ground running in terms of how we ended things with our FMP's last term, the brief also allowed us to be treated like practising media professionals ourselves by creating a working online portfolio and having to do a presentation on where we see ourselves in the future, what we are doing currently and how this will help us in for what lies ahead. The task we did first was to create a twelve month professional development action plan to present to the class, I found myself to have last minute jitters before heading up to present, however I find this when speaking in public everytime therefore I was not too concerned. Once up there I found my rhythm and really started to personalise what I was saying adding humor and light hearted jokes into the mix, like I do with speaking with most people. I tend to find that this style of personalisation really relaxes me as when I know that the jokes are flowing and everyone understands me if a form of subconscious acceptance and encourages me further, generally, I find myself enjoy the thought of working in a high pressured environment where work must be down soon and time is quickly running well, I keep my calm and tend to find that once the work is done, the reward is even more, well...rewarding! I am not one to be unprepared however, I may work best under pressure but I ensure to be through in my work to make sure that I do not shoot myself in the foot when standing up to speak, this attitude was very much applied when doing our personal development presentations as I found myself wanting to add more onto the slides just to ensure I didn't end up making any mistakes, luckily I didnt. My relaxed 'take things as they come' attitude may seem as a really strong skill to have, as it means that when i am working in a high pressured working environment I will strive for great things, yet I would really like to have more discipline with myself, working to a set time table even on days off to give myself some breathing time before having to present or even hand in work. If I was to present again, I feel like I would use less information on my slides and really just speak from what I am thinking, only using prompts to go on. However I had difficulty with this task anyway due to the fact that I feel like if I attempt to follow life by some sort of plan, then I will fail myself if that doesnt happen and trigger a lowering in my self esteem.
The next major project we had to do for Jo was create an online portfolio to send to potential employers, I made the conscious effort to use a website portfolio as I thought this would be the most sleek way. Squarespace, the website creating site I chose to use enables me to have a creative space where I can store all of my best work and also give me the freedom of a creative outlet to show employers what i can really do, I didnt want to section off any different pages within my website, yet just allow my work to be a variety merged in together, with captions for context underneath but also write, maybe about why i chose to take this image or why i decided to edit this piece of work. Creating my logo was another large section of this work and the one I created I absolutely love, since changing my name to Lola May I have received compliments on what a statement name it is, therefore I wanted to embrace and own it as part of my identity today and incorporate it into my own personal logo, I have written a separate blog post you can check out however in brief summary I created wild flowers in the 'L' of Lola as I have a large tattoo which can be seen often and it represents me really well. Overall, I am really enjoying adding to my portfolio, I am proud of how shes coming along because OH MY GOD SQUARESPACE YOU ARE THE MOST OVER COMPLICATED WEBSITE, but the sweat, tears and one mental breakdown were worth it. I am proud and will continue to work on her.